can you live in oasis

I feel that “God” is an over-simplification of the driving force behind the universe. My view is that particles form atoms which form molecules that form compounds that ultimately brought about a cell which forms tissue that forms organs, etc. All those things are related and at the same time operate independantly and dependantly of each other. I feel that the universe may be one large living entity that has a subconcious/concious (metaphorically) way of controlling itself just as with the human body or as with other forms of life. Think of a ray of light. It may seem insignificant it may be ONE ray but what if that one ray happened to shine on the earth hitting a piece of dew in the desert where it is really hot and dry and it magnifies sparking a fire in an oasis causing it to completely burn down? Do you understand where I’m going with this? I prefer answers from those whom are philisophically inclined. I don’t want answers from laymen.