when i was child . I lived with my mother and grandmother. My father was travel all the time . I spent my time with girls and i liked to play with girls toys like Barbei and i grow up with girls i didnt have too much boyz in my life then my father and mother broke up when i was 10 yrs and i have one sister and she is younger than me in 7 yrs . my father **** my mother because he said that she is cheat him and she is not but he said alot of time that we must dont talk with her . when i was 10 yr my father take me and my sister to UAE where he work and my mother was in syria that time and we live with him and with my dad new wife and we wanna to see our mother but he refused . and we live with him for 7 years in UAE and that area where we lived like desert call ( liwa oasis ) and there are few people so I dont know any girl there when i’m in the teenager I feel so sad and disapointted all the time and i spent all my time alone he was watch us all the time if we wanna to call our mother on the phone or not .She call us and he dont let us to answer her ,and in liwa oasis I have a freind and he said to me what about going and have *** together and I went with him to try this feeling and i liked it .then i search on the internet about gays but i cant date anybody there because religion and society . now we return to syria our mother land and i saw my mother without he know and i told her that I’m *** and i missed her so much . Now i dont have trust in my father and even my mother I dont have trust in people and in my self . amd i feel so shy sad all the time . I’m an artist and i study in fine arts university in damascus . and finaly i told my dad that i’m know seeing my mother and he fight me . And told my mother that I’m *** , here in syria i date men and have *** every week with men but I feel sham and bad inside ( what i can do ) please help me …….

I am not an oasis fan, but once this guy, who actually is one, told me this was our song! And after I listened to it I was like ‘ oh I don’t think this is exactly a love song, whoops…’
My instinct and also my common sense actually tells me that at the time he was tying to tell me that he wasn’t really that into me LOL but well… one never knows.

I mean I might be wrong tho, since I’m not a fan and all. Any views on this? Is this a love song or a ‘I’m not that really into you song’ lol Cos it’s like opposite things Im talking about here… This thing with this guy ended a long time ago, but I’m still curious about this tho…